Something was bothering me, and my parents took me to a psychologist to find out what was wrong with me. I wasn’t talking much, and I looked unhappy.
I felt like things were coming at me because I wasn’t talking, but my sisters were constantly talking, and most of what I was enduring was plain, old, criticism, and meanness. I was fed up with life this way, and I began to clean my own room, and get it organized for me. I began to think about doing something away from home, because home wasn’t happy.
What made home not happy? I had two, sisters who were not easy to work with. They were intelligent, and I felt I was the dummy.
I decided to make my room my castle, and so I began putting clothes in the washroom, because I had some dirty, clothes that were just there in the room, because I didn’t want to wash them myself. I didn’t have quite a load to wash.
I swept the room, and found where a, spider liked to live. I found a way to kill that spider. I remade the bed with new linen, and the time went by fast. Soon my room was ready for me to wash the windows. I did.
Mom noticed this change, and she said, “What is going on ?”
I told her I didn’t want to live in confusion, and that I was going to organize my room, so I could stand being in it longer. I had a long chair, and I loved this for sitting down to read. I let that chair stay, along with the bed, and dresser. Everything else was gone.
The room seemed bigger. It took awhile, but my room was wonderful. I sat down in the long chair, opened my Bible, and began to read. I felt like I had conquered something. I was in my teens. I maintained my room, and soon, I was gone in the summer. I would come back, and clean my room. I was gone to work with children in a, summer, program. I taught them about Christ.
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