You have self-discipline. This happens when you get up early to read the Word of God. I like to get up for this at 7:00 A. M. Usually I get up when I wake at a reasonable time. The first waking may be at 2:45 A. M. I don’t get up. The next time may be at 5:30 A. M. I may not want to, but at times I will get up. It takes consistency, and discipline to continue getting up to read. I don’t always succeed.